HOT WHEELS AND HAZY DREAMS........................:

im: about ten years old
listening to: 1979-smashing pumpkins

today, i reclaimed a piece of my childhood..one of glorious sunshine and heart-felt laughter..one of the very best in fact..but before i get to that i need to detail my day..wch was fukcing awful..work dragged on threatening to squeeze the life out of me..then journo class..uninspiring and pointless..the highpoint of the day being that i managed to get some writng done aftr a long time in office..so i guess the blocks been unblocked..so i reach home, n surprise, theres 2 brand new miniature cars parked proudly on my dining table..a red corvette n a blue ladybug..not exactly pedegreed racemachines but these are genuine HOtWheels..!! how many grandprix aftrnoons have i spent racing these mini-monsters down imagined dark alleys and self-barricaded roads?? mom sez theyre for my nephew..but do i care really? the last two hours ive spent making a race track worth evry second i invested in it..theres barricades, theres ramps, theres lil cave things, tunnels, bumps, the works..there even a lil pool with two lil guppies swimming in it..theres traffic lights, skyscrapers, pedestrians, other cars, n a dilapidated teddybear thats supposed to b godzilla for when i wanan play ths other game im a lil embarassed to describe..but it involves superman..n who can pull off red underwear better than urs truly..?? but anywy..i had a helluva time with those cars..jeez its awesome wht two sets of wheels n a pretend-engine can do for a man..i havnt felt this good in ages..sure i still wanan kill myself but thats coz my life sucks otherwise..god i cnt evn wipe the smile off my face wen i say that..! life is beautiful isnt it..if mom takes my cars away..then ill kill myself..rite now i dont hav time to worry abt it though coz im just too fast, too furious..hehe..